May 16, 2024
Another ~~aspect~~ which makes up the texture of my experience while "walking around through the world and the city and rooms and stuff" is that my body is just like really Big, lol. I am big and tall and I walk through doorways and move past people and sit in chairs
and I am just like a little too big for the stuff and bigger than most people. I feel like a Giant (!), which is not bad really. It feels kinda good sometimes, like when I wear long clothes or when I wear big boots and I feel like I can stomp on anything!
It can also make me feel like I am a kind of Creature and different than other people, but that also isn't so bad and something I'm kinda used to.
And I just came up with this phenomenological diagram today, of how a giant can have their feet on the earth while their head is still up in the clouds.... Which is a kinda cool unification of two elements/humors, and something I sometimes feel.